I shouldn't be sad but...

So last year I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks right at midnight on New Years. I'm now 26 weeks pregnant with my rainbow baby and know that I should just be happy to have this baby growing healthily inside me but I woke up today crying.

I didn't think I would feel so upset about it but as it is the anniversary of my miscarriage, I can't seem to shake these blues.

How do I go about my day and just stay happy about the fact that I'm pregnant now and will have a baby in three short months?