My son just turned 11 months old on Christmas, and my baby fever is through the roof and has been for about a few months. I loved him in the newborn stage, but am so so in love with 4 months and beyond stage. Watching him learn and grow, and get his own little personality (oh the personality!!! Lol) has been amazing. I seriously love it so much. Hubby and I know we want at least one more (up in the air on a third), in fact my husband joked around my first week home from the hospital saying “when are we going to put another one in there?” (Pointing at my now empty belly). We told ourselves we wanted to get through his first year with full attention being on our son, instead of everyone being excited about him and a new pregnancy. Well, the one year mark is coming up in less than a month, and I have one month left on my birth control and will not refill after that.... but now I feel guilty and emotional at the thought of wanting another. How can I possibly love another baby as much as I love my son??? I am so torn with my feelings of am I betraying him, vs me constantly looking at TTC posts, faint line posts, and being so excited about the idea of a second. How did you second time mommas know that you were emotionally ready for a second???? Thanks in advance ladies! Pic of my son when he turned 11 months a few days ago 🥰