Raging baby fever lol

Sometimes I want to get pregnant so bad and have a baby and then adopt like 6 more babies lol like I want a house full of kids and I would love it. But my brain is like no you idiot get yourself situated before having a baby. BUT WHEN I CAN IM GOING TO. I have a coworker who feels the same it was constantly on her mind but she wants to finish college so she got a horse instead lol waiting to make a baby is like the hardest thing ever sometimes. And it's going to take me a while when I can start trying because I have fertility problems and I'll need help by a doctor to get pregnant. usually that would bother a lot of people but my mom had the same problem and has 2 kids and doctors are exactly how I got here so that's not a huge problem to me, I believe that if they can get me here when all odds were against them they can help me get pregnant.  And if I just can't have babies that's okay I'll still adopt 6. 😂 I don't care how my babies get here I just want them.