Having a hard time processing

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My lifelong friend and hs sweetheart was killed in a car accident last night. I’m having a hard time processing it. We fell out of touch after high school, but managed to check in and keep up to a degree with each other. I’m happily married and have no regrets. But, I’m very sad about his death. And can’t believe he’s gone. I always would have just wished him happiness and well being. 😞