So around September we got a new pastor and he has a son that really caught my eye , He’s all I’ve ever wanted in whole , Very respectful Charming guy. Anyways , to cut it short , I grew a liking to him , If anything me liking him benefited me , I liked the way he conducted himself and it inspired me to become a better person and he also inspired me to find God and grow a relationship with God just because of the way he presents himself , but since we “met” we’ve never had a conversation with each other and I really like him, I am a shy person too so the idea of going up to him and talking to him just isn’t something I’m too keen of , there’s also another problem.. He’s 21 and I’m 5 years younger than him.. but I do see him talk to other girls around my age and they do get along greatly , Now this guy still has a playful side and In a good way he still acts like a teenager. I’d say I’m pretty Mature for my age too though. I honestly don’t know what to do, Since I’m far younger than him though I don’t think me liking him is healthy and the idea of a relationship with him is just delusional of me. At the end of the day If only I could have a friendship with this guy I’d be the happiest, but I just don’t think he’ll come up to me and talk to me and I don’t see myself going up to him and talking to him either...but like I said before I’d love a friendship with this guy..I’ve thought about praying to God about it but is that really something I should do? Pray about my feelings for a guy much older than me asking God for a friendship with him? I’m just so confused.