I’m so filled with love and excitement and I can’t tell anyone because we don’t want to get people’s hopes up because me and my fiancé just now decided that we want kids after years of saying I never want any but we talked about it and decided that we are going to start trying but I don’t want to tell anyone in my family until I get a BFP and I know that because we have only really been trying the past week or so but I’m still so excited and all I wanna do is talk about it and there is no one to talk to and it’s making me depressed so I just needed to say something to someone so I don’t burst at the seams 😓