I hate it every one thinks I am a druggie I am not I am just a mom with adhd. I dont take any medication for it. CPS is up my ass because I refuse to take antidepressants because all they do is make me relapse. My little sister thinks my husband beats me which is not true. I have post partum depression so my house is always a mess. My husband thinks I have a love interest which I dont because I love his too much. My dads side of the family wont talk to me. I lied and said I was rich which i am not. I got a vibrater that I cant use because I feel like it would be cheating but I am in a dry spell so I am yelling at myself on the inside to throw it away. I feel like a single married mother. I feel like a slave in my own home there is no food in my fridge so I feed every one else except for me. I have only had 4 meals in the past 5 days but I am a recovering anorexic so it's not that big a deal for me. I just dont know what I am doing anymore