Today I cried

I went to my apt today. I have been completely miserable physically and mentally, I for sure thought I was some what dilated but I'm not. My first 2 pregnancies were nothing like this. How I feel now is how I felt when I was at the hospital in labor with the other two. We also had a hard time finding the heartbeat, we did get it eventually. Baby girl is face up 🤦‍♀️

I'm only 36 week but measuring 38. I'm all for baby taking her time to bake away but this little mama can only handle so much.