1st trimester anxiety

Help

So I'm a little over 5 weeks. And I'm excited, sure. I can't wait to see our little miracle. But..

I'm also scared. Scared about how these next months will play out. I'm scared what will happen to me, my body, my life... I want the baby, I do, I'm just scared. I know I can do this, and that I've got the support in place, I'm just worried. It feels like the weeks are dragging. And with each day I'm beginning to feel worse. More and more worried, more sick, more tired and moody.

I don't really know what to do. Is it normal to feel more worried than excited? I prayed for this, but now that they're here, I'm terrified. Please someone tell me this is okay 🥺 I feel like I'm being selfish and a bad mum by saying I'm worried what will happen to me 😞