Feel like a bad mom

Emma · 2020-01-03T19:45:48

I'm 4 days pp and I am so damn in love. I'm not depressed or anxious or anything but happy. I've been pump ">pumping my milk but I don't know how much longer I can take. I'm fine with formula but I know it can get expensive. My boobs are killing me almost all day. I want him to be healthy and have pump ">breastmilk but I hate pump ">pumping . He has a bad latch so I don't nurse. Pumping hurts and nursing hurts. I don't know what to do. I really don't know what to do. I feel so pressured to give him pump ">breastmilk . We have a doctor's appointment on Tuesday so I want to bring it up but idk how I'll last until then. It makes me feel like a bad mom. I hear him cry when he's hungry and I want to cry cuz I know I'll have to pump . I just dont know what to do 😭

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