Hello everyone so I am writing this because I feel like the glow community is a place I can really come out and be honest. I don’t have a lot of friends or people I can really talk to and honestly this post is just me ranting. From a really young age I just always hated the way I looked. I was made fun of a lot for my weight and just looking different? I guess. As I continued to get older I still hated how I looked no matter what I did. Make up , nope. Losing weight, nope. Changing up my style, nope. I felt gross about myself always. Now I am 20 and I have a daughter and I know that I need to be positive about my appearance for her. It’s just so hard. Every day is a struggle to even care about how I look anymore. I don’t feel sexy for my man I don’t feel good as a person. I know this will sound awful but I want attention and maybe that’s because I never got any. I’ve been cheated on multiple times and sexually abused and maybe those factor into how I feel. I’m happy with my life but I also compare myself to everyone around me and it’s not healthy. If you’ve gotten this far I thank you. I’m sorry again for the rant but I really needed it off my chest.

Me at age 13

Me at my high school graduation

Me now