How does he feel?

Johnae • Sculptor
I've been messing with this guy for about 2 years now but got more serious this past year. I spend weekends at his house, we stay up under each other all that time. Cooking for each other, playing house basically. I'm his screensaver on his phone. Until I found him being inappropriate on FB. I called him out on it and long story short we are not taking anymore. I miss him so much . we have fall outs and usually go right back to talking again. But why won't he come after me first? Does he not care?