Am I being stupid?

Stacey 👑 • 1⃣9⃣🔮👓📱🇬🇧🎄🐸🌹🙋🏻👫
I have been unemployed since June, I chose to leave my job because it stressed me out so much. I moved to my boyfriends side of the country and finally got an interview, except I'm terrified and he told me if I'm not ready then I don't need to be pressured into it. I only applied for it because I felt under pressure that he had just got a job and I know deep down I am not ready to work again, I was taken advantage of just to be stomped on by my last employers and I was given WAY to much responsibility for my knowledge.
It's kicked my confidence and I need to get back into normal life, shopping/hobbies and get my anxiety under control before I even think about going to a job interview. 
Am I stupid for cancelling my interview? 

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