How many of you guys feel this way?

So to start off, my husband is the only person I’ve ever been with, he was my first real relationship and I was 21 when we started dating. He was definitely familiar with sex, he only had 4 partners before me but he’s a little older so understandable. But as much as we have sex, and I do love it. I feel like I’m never actually horny. It’s always him making that move if its spontaneous. I just feel like I’m in the wrong because I never jump his bones like he does mine 😅