My life is being at a full stop

Hey, I had been trying 4m last 2 year but no baby dust till now, I'm feeling shattered, I feel like nobody could understand what me n my husband has gone through from last 2 year I'm praying to god, we r doing many things like who soever told us go to dis or dat doctor but nothing positive, I feel pity for my husband we both r getting old year after year feeling like y we both have to face dis where is my God, is he really want us to face dis I don't know how to manage dis I m sorry I might sound foolish but I can't handle dis pain now since my misscariage in 2017 I'm feeling like my life has stopped. I don't know what will happen in future pls God bless me n everyone who wish to have baby. I'm sorry for such a long post