Here we go again!

Can someone tell me I’m not crazy? I’m super excited for baby #2 but I’m also so sad my first won’t be getting all of the attention. This sounds bad but I can’t even wrap my head around being so in love with another baby like I am my first. I want to be the best mom to both babies, and not have favorites obviously! Has anyone experienced these feelings? My first is only 11 months old, still breastfeeds, still sleeps with me. He’s my whole entire world ❤️

Did I also mention this baby would be due on our wedding day this year?! 🤪