Anyone having #4? Still in shock

Sarah

I have 3 sweet kiddos 8,6 3 1/2 and just found out I'm pregnant. I have not been with their father since my youngest was 3 months old (we have 70/30 custody so I have them most of the time). I am having my 4th with my loving and very supportive boyfriend but I'm still freaking out a bit, it just seems like a lot. I will also say we are very stable and more than financially stable but I am still feeling overwhelmed. Anyone relate?

- sorry for the novel just seeking support