Hate everything !!

I’m so tired of negative tests and false tests..I’m so tired of everyone around me getting pregnant with barley trying. I’m so tired of wondering why It’s not happening for us but everyone else and I just hate feeling this way wanting to cry myself to sleep cuz it feels like Gods forgetting about us.... I’m only 20 years old why would it be so hard getting pregnant at that age I don’t understand.... I’m bout to just give up on the whole baby thing. Anytime I hear baby I just want to cry. Been trying little more than half a year now I can’t handle it anymore. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Any advice?😭😭💔