Labor on moms anniversary of death


I’m having a really hard time today thinking about the possibility of my baby being born today (37+5). Today is the 10th anniversary of my stepmothers death. I know this baby will be coming when she’s ready, like it or not, I’m just a little heartbroken as I lay here having strong contractions a little before 5 AM. Literally any day but today baby girl.... hoping and praying these contractions fizzle out.