Hi! So for 5 days straight I experienced some pink spotting, almost gel like. It has now stopped but my period hasn’t started yet. My period was due on Friday but no signs yet. This isn’t unusual because my period can be anywhere from on time to a week late. I’ve had been so tired (not sleepy) the past few days but blame it on the rain we’ve had lol. About 3 days ago, my lower back started hurting so bad and it still is. I have to stuff a pillow behind my back and lay on heating pad and I also have put a pillow between my legs, yet none of that has really helped it. What’s you ladies thoughts on things? Could it possibly be that this is my month?? I did take a test about 3 days ago and it was negative but was probably to early anyways. I’m scared to try and do another test now because I hate starring at the negative test (as I’m sure many of you do too). We’ve been trying almost 4 years now. I had a miscarriage at 6.5 weeks in June 2018. I’ve pretty much learned to not let myself get excited because every freaking month I have to stare at a negative sign. It sucks mentally and emotionally and definitely gets to you even worse when your period is irregular. Thinking you’re late and getting excited only to find out your period decided to come a week later. I’m tired and trying to stay hopeful but these monthly bathroom cry’s that no one else knows about is getting to me. I cry seeing a negative and I cry at the start of my period...am I just losing my mind altogether 🤣?!? But really though...

I guess I’m just looking for people who may have had same symptoms with a good outcome, a word of advice, a word of inspiration...anything. Thank you ahead of time ladies! Baby dust to all! May this be our year!!❤️