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I feel like a terrible mom. I love my baby to death but it’s like I feel like I’m not doing a good enough job. It’s like when she cries which seems like all the time I feel like I don’t want anything to do with her or feel like I should have waited to have kids but in all actuality I know my thoughts are not my reality. But when I’m away at work or something I’m always feeling like something will happen to her and it’s like I can’t control my thoughts. Idk what to say about myself...