How do I get over the past? I don’t know why I can’t let go of it but I never have been able to. I don’t understand why I can’t, I just can’t. People keep telling to me just let it go or don’t think about it but it’s inevitable, it comes to my mind randomly. My boyfriend and I were talking 5 months before we dated. We both established during the talking phase we wanted to be together. From the start, I told him honesty is the key to being with me. I told him I’m okay with him doing as he pleases as long as he’s just honest with me. Throughout the five months, he told me I was the only girl he was talking to and messing with. Well, not too long before we started dating, he had sex with another girl. I was upset because I didn’t find out from him, he always told me I was the only one, and I know the exact date it happened. I understand I don’t really have the right to be upset because we weren’t together but in my eyes, if he wanted to be with me and was taking me serious, he wouldn’t have done that. If he would’ve been honest and not told me I wasn’t the only one and he was dating/messing with others as well, I wouldn’t have been upset. I just can’t let it go no matter what I try to do. Now, part of me wants to leave him for this.