My husband and I had issues in the past, him cheating at the beginning of our relationship and me finding out 2 years after. I forgave him and learned to trust again. Fights that got way to intense (physical). Then we had our baby girl and life was good, until I miscarried 6 month pp. I was devastated, my hubby not so much. Things got better, and then I miscarried again 1 year later. I feel into a depression, and my husband just didn’t care. He told me he wasn’t happy I lost the baby, but he wasn’t sad either. I didn’t know how to move on, and I couldn’t talk to my husband because he didn’t understand my feelings. Then he moved away for work and rarely came home, and I knew something was up. Tonight I finally confronted him and he said because I had been so distant he was seeking pleasure elsewhere, he has a girlfriend where he works. He says he’s not in love with her, but he feels rejected by me (we didn’t have much sex after my last miscarriage, because I was healing/hurt/suspecting something). He’s had this girlfriend for almost a year, but somehow he still believes it’s my fault!?!

Where do I go from here? I’m from Europe, I don’t have any friends/family in the US, other than his family that I’m rather close to. I have never worked in the US, other than for his company. I can’t afford my daughters preschool, or our rent. I have no savings, and I don’t drive or have a car. So I don’t even know where/how to look for a job. I don’t know what to do, but I know I’m done with his cheating ass. But I also know I can’t take my daughter to Europe (where I would have plenty of family willing to help me out), and I don’t want my daughter away from her father, no matter what a shitty husband he is, he’s a great dad. Please help me with some advice!!