So I clearly can’t tell anyone about this nor do I want to but I think <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> is a supportive and safe community to talk. My stepdads cousin from Europe came to visit us for the first time. Now I know his family and met his mom but never heard or met this guy. He’s two years older than me and last night my stepdads sister who is a friend of mine because we are the same age decided to take him to the city and invited me. We had fun and drank a lot. But we got into an argument and she left. Stormed out drunk in an Uber. And left me with her cousin. A guy that I didn’t really know that much. But we decided not to sour our moods and went to back to drinking. Worst mistake ever. I woke in bed with the guy the day after in a hotel. I blacked out. I am remembering bits and pieces and I can’t even look at myself in the mirror right now. Now I’m having dinner with our entire family acting like nothing ever happened between us.