I'll just keep it simple.

I had my daughter in August and she is my first. My pregnancy and first few months of motherhood have been freaking amazing. I never knew I could love someone this much.

We always talked about having at least 3 kids and I just don't know anymore. My husband wants to try for another once our girl turns one and what I'm about to say sounds so bad.

I'm afraid I won't love my next child as much as I love my daughter. She is so perfect and I just want her to be my only baby and I dont know why but I feel like if I had another it would be like I was replacing her.

I don't want to be the type of parent who has a favorite because I had to deal with that growing up and it sucks.

On the other end I 100% want to experience pregnancy and birth again.

Did any other moms have this feeling before having another? Am I a bad person for feeling this way?