My younder sister 21 yo. Lives in her car and doesnt have a job. Her last job was at a carnival roughly a year ago. She doesnt have to live in her car she chooses to. Our dad has offered her a room and her mother offered her a room but she wont do it because her boyfriend ( 21 yo 7 kids no job) cant live with our father or her mother they wont allow it.

She called me yesterday to tell me she was pregnant and wants me to be happy for her. Her mother is allowing her to love with her... as long as she follows some rules... which shouldn't even be am issue... but for her it is. She has a criminal record that remains growing every year she is a drug user. She said shes not using anymore but shes said that before. She has no belongings other than her car that doesnt have insurance and is falling apart.

I'm jealous. I'm hatefull. I'm so full of rage for her and God which I know I shouldnt feel rage for either. Not at God because I'm alive today ...and not her because unfortunately the love I have for her is unconditional.... but I am

.. I'm hatefull. I want to tell her to never speak to me again. I have cried every time I'm alone... I hate her o want her to know it....

7 years if been trying. 7 years of paying my own Bill's in my own home ... 7 years of building my credit... 7 years of unexplained infertility and 1 miscarriage after 6 years.... and my 21 year old sister who has nothing gets the blessing of being a mother.

I'm hurt. I'm heartbroken.... I hate myself for being so hateful but I feel it's not fair.... it's not even close to fair. I don't want to be this hateful.... but I am

The jealously I feel for her makes me want to never speak to her again. My other sister 22 has 2 children and 1 on the way. But she is a great mom. Goes to work everyday pays her Bill's I feel jealousy with her but not hatred...... I just feel like We have begged her to change we have given her our money our time We have opened our doors to her and she has stolen from us. I have answered every emergency phone call from her I have answered every jail call and every bondsman call

We have bailed her out. Gave her money for probation.... I honestly feel like she is unworthy of a child..... and I know it's not right.... I shouldn't feel this way.... but I do

.. and I have noone else to tell so I'm here....

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