Vbac with midwife or second csection

DD

Hi moms! I'm feeling super indecisive with how to deliver my next child. I'm due July 29th 2020 so still have time but I've been accepted to see a midwife so on a bit of a time constraint. My first child was born via scheduled c section due to being breach and measuring small. For this baby I can either,

1. Try for vbac with a midwife, but not at the hospital I would want and I'm a bit scared for trying vbac.

2. Try for vbac or have a csection with an OB at the hospital I want.

I'm a bit nervous to try an OB again as with my first child my appts felt rushed and impersonal and I saw a different OB each appt. But I also feel a bit pressured by the midwives to do the vbac which also makes me nervous 😣 any opinions or experiences? Thanks in advance