Mom guilt

Anyone else’s feeling guilty leaving there little one at home to give birth? And for adding a second one to the mix? I am SO excited to have another daughter and to give my little girl a sister however I’m a SAHM and the bond I have built with my 1st is like no other, my heart breaks for her knowing she will be going through a HUGE transition of not getting 100% of my time and affection but I know it’s for the best. Also, I hate leaving her so I have more anxiety about leaving her to deliver the baby than actually giving birth again. I feel like I am cutting the cord and I should have prepped us both more for this. I still sleep with her through most of the night and this is usually how we sleep :(