Resenting baby for my lack of sleep

Ariel

He’s been with his dad all morning now bc I literally don’t want to see him. Yes I feel bad for feeling this way but I’m so irritated with him. I KNOW realistically that it isn’t his fault for not being able to sleep through the night but I’m sooo tired & I can’t deal with him anymore. Everyday I have less & less patients with him. Sometimes I want to hurt him bc he makes me so frustrated. I shouldn’t have become a mom I know.