Is it shameful to want a specific sex of your baby?

I honestly really want a girl !! Like so badly 😭😩

But if I am preg and it’s a boy, I’d still be just as excited to meet him.

The other part of me wants twins Bc I’d like to think that my daughter that I just had born still was just checking us out for 9 months and now she wants to be born with her sister or brother 😩😩😩 lol. A person can hope😭😭lol.

At the end of the day I just need my baby born alive, healthy, and beautiful 💛💛💛