First IUI failed

So sad, so disheartened, so disappointed. Been ttc for 16 months now, PCOS, 4 rounds of femara and timed intercourse. Finished our first round of IUI and BFN.

On CD 3 of our second IUI cycle now, doing femara days 2-6 this time, last time we done days 4-8, and the others were 3-7. Also increased our dose 7.5mg. So here’s hoping for our miracle in 2020. Just feeling so depressed, and like it’s never going to happen 😭