Hi everyone ❤ back in August 2019, my.boyfriend and I decided that we would start trying. The next month (Sept. 2019) we found out we were preggo 😊😊 October brought us to our knees though, I miscarried.... Post partum hit very hard. I could barely leave bed most days. Gage (my boyfriend) had to help my bathe and brush my hair. I could barely move I was so numb. I still cry about it, we wanted a child so so bad. It was very hard on the both of us.

My concerns are, because we're ready to start trying again, how do I cope with carrying my rainbow child? Is it too early for my to start trying? What are somethings that would help with my mental health when we start trying again?