After so so long TTC , every time AF is about to arrive, my hormones turn me into a crying, babbling mess. AF is due in a day or 2, temps are dropping and i got a BFN today @ 10dpo, so I’m assuming it’s the usual routine of Not This Month Either.

I have spent the day watching TV, scrolling on my phone and eating everything in the house. Crying of and on. Sometimes a little. Sometimes openly, audibly sobbing.

It’s days like today I wish menopause would hurry up and do it’s thing (I’m almost there) because I cannot handle the sheer disappointment month after month after month