Hi all 👋🏼

My husband and I have been trying for a year and a half to get pregnant.

Literally no wins at all (unless I didn’t know. A lot of women miscarry without ever knowing).

We have tried lots of tips and tricks, including eating better, cutting out most caffeine etc.

I finally got myself some insurance and I’ll be going to the doctor to start the process of being checked if I’m fertile or not on the 27th.

My mom and aunt have a history of pregnancy problems and so did my Oma.

So I know it’s best to just get checked.

But I’m BEYOND scared.

I just want answers, but I’m also weary of what I might find out.

God has helped me with so much in it, seen me cry so so much and just want to give up completely on trying.

I just want to be a mom of a kid I made....

I know we’re strangers, but if y’all could pray for me, that would be truly amazing 🖤

I’ll pray for those struggling as well 🥰