Just need a place to vent

I’m feeling so frustrated, down, and angry at myself. 10 dpo and negative again. I know I’m out again this month simply because I’m so moody, have been having cramping, and extremely bloated. Why does the process have to be so difficult and stressful! I know it takes time and not to worry, but it’s SO hard not to. Also feeling guilty that it upsets me that people can get pregnant with a simple “whoopsie” and here we all are trying day in and day out without two lines at the end of the month. Praying it comes soon, but I’m getting pretty down on myself and don’t even feel like trying anymore 😭