Frustrated with FRER and blue dye!

I just needed to vent because I’m not really sharing this with anyone else, but I’m feeling so frustrated by ttc #2 and stupid pregnancy tests!

This is only our second cycle trying, and my third since getting my period back as I’m breastfeeding, but for both I have gotten positive OPKs, but I’m afraid I may be out again this month. I have taken so many (addicted to POS) different pregnancy tests, but that’s only made me more confused! It seemed like I got possible positives on a blue dye test and FRER yesterday; however, today I got nothing on an FRER, strip one, and a not pregnant on clear blue digital with FMU. Two different apps predicted I’d get my period today or tomorrow, and at this point I just want to know. Sunday is my 31st birthday and I was so hoping to have my BFP for it, but I really think that the tests were just getting my hopes up for nothing and that aunt flow is coming. Here is what the tests looked like that I thought were “positive.” I’m trying to stay upbeat for next month but I’m just getting worried because I’m getting older (although I know I’ve still got plenty of time)! Hopefully baby dust for all of us soon!