I’m leaving my fiancé tomorrow. Flying from Europe back to the states. He was supposed to fly back with me. We had our fiancé visa interview last week but we are still waiting for some papers from his home country to arrive so they can’t give him the visa yet. I have to get back home until we know he’s accepted or rejected. I’m heartbroken. I thought he would be flying back with me. After 5 years of this I can’t hardly handle it anymore. It’s so painful.

On top of that I have severe fear of flying. I’ve flown so much in my life but for some reason I can’t get over my fear. And it’s worse when I’m leaving him or going to him. I absolutely panic. I’m having panic attacks and I feel like I can’t breathe. Does anyone have any recommendations? I’m desperate. I don’t know how I’ll make it through the next 2 days.