HATE the TWW 😑👎🏻

I still have not peed on a stick this entire time. Technically, today is the 14th day. I have my beta on 17dpiui. It’s my 2nd IUI and I’m having mixed emotions... symptom? lol. 😭.

It’s been a ride. My DH/ my absolute #1, and I had a huge fight and I felt it ruined the whole December Christmas vibe. Still, we powered through and went ahead with our planned IUI on 12/28. I feel like I’m actively trying to push these bombs he laid on me to the back of my brain, but they keep creeping up and making me sad.

We started seeing a marriage counselor and I feel that it has helped.

Should our result be negative, I can’t help but place blame on him.

I’m a super stressed person to begin with. I almost feel like a baby will put a huge bandaid on our relationship and slowly heal it.

Please pray for us. 🙏🏻