My marriage and been hitting rock bottom for over a year now! I found out some devastating things my husband did, then he got deployed and the break really did strengthen us.... or so I thought. He came back and as soon as we had our first fight I put a tracker on his car and found out more things. But my heart won’t let him go!!! He gives me the same speech about he wants to change and so on, but I don’t trust anything he says. I want to, I told him to either commit and step up and be who I need or let me know ASAP because I’m tired of the heartache and the time I’m losing being here.