So a few weeks a guy i was friends with and trusted tried to rape me. Ive been in a really bad funk since then. I also found out a few days ago im pregnant. My wife recently started taking hormones, like 3 or 4 months ago, so her sperm count is like nothing and the only other person with a penis i was sleeping with got all pissed when i told him im pregnant because he has a fiance, i didnt know about her when i slept with him and got feels. So now im hella depressed and just wanna die and have been eating nothing but ramen for 3 days but decided to spice it up a and made this. Idk made me feel a bit better i guess?