So for the past 2 days I've been feeling depressed. I have a 17 month old daughter and I'm currently on bedrest after an emergency cerclage for incompetence cervix. I just feel likes shit for lack of a better word. I'm tired my vagina has been itchy. I want to get out of the house but have nowhere to go and I just feel bad. I feel like i look terrible too. I want my har done a pedicure and a massage. But I have to arrange for a sitter to get any of that done. My husband is always working or tired.