pooped on his d*ck

i was having sex with this guy i liked a lot today. we had sex last night & we did anal & it felt amazing. today..... we did it again & he pulled out & there was shit on his penis. it wasn’t a lot but it was there. i thought it was blood & he confirmed “i shitted on his dick.” i was so embarrassed & mortified idek what to do. we promised to never tell anyone but still like how i do live this down.. i never want to see him again bc i will think of this everytime. 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️