I’m 16, weigh 107 lbs and I’ve been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, minor ptsd, form of ocd and depression, and I also have a hard time focusing but haven’t been diagnosed with adhd. I used to smoke weed and still do sometimes but it really doesn’t do much for me, makes me happy but makes me anxious as well. I’ve tried cbd tinctures, edibles, and a vape juice. The tincture kind of worked, the edibles didn’t and the vape made me sick occasionally bec of its high glycerin content, and + it only has 50 mg of cbd, but anyways I asked my mom for a cbd dab pen because everyone has been telling me to get one saying it should help, especially since I wanna stay away from being on meds, but then again I wanna do whatever to stop being depressed and staying in my room and not wanting to do anything, getting panic attacks in public, and thinking about death ALOT. So I asked my mom and she said she’d be a terrible mom if she got that for me when I explained her (since she wants me to go on meds if anything) that I don’t want to go in meds for as long possible. I do feel like the pen would help me since smoking it helps it enter your bloodstream faster when ever I’m having a panic attack, smoking weed gave me a nice feeling throughout my body and I nice head high but also made me paranoid from the thc and it didn’t last very long and I don’t like smoking a lot because it makes me feel sick. My brothers both smoke weed for personal purposes. My mom uses cbd tinctures, edibles, and she’s eaten actual weed edibles before with my dad and smoked weed in college (like my dad, he also has weed on his desk beside his bed) But all I’m asking for is this, a cbd pen to help me cool off and be able to stay calm in public with my friends, I wanna get it from purecbdvapors online they seem trust worthy and I’ve gotten stuff from there before. Please help me out, I’m struggling with depression and I don’t want to get addicted to meds. It wouldn’t make my mom a bad mom, why would she say that?