Hi , i am pregnant with 2nd baby (17weeks) my fisrt baby was a stillbirth 10 months ago after 3 years of infertility i got pregnant .

Everything was going smoothly till i was diagnosed with gestational diabetes at 29 weeks my numbers werent crazy high so doctor put me on diet controlled and at 33 weeks my baby was falling of weight charts so i was reffered to mfm .

I was doing twice a week nst and ultrasound and my baby was always measuring low percentile (6 percentile )and at 37 weeks 5 days i couldnt feel my baby move and tgat happened after 2 days of mfm appointment and doing nst i go to hospital and they told me baby has no heartbeat .

And now my 2nd pregnancy i am high risk because of my past history and doctor still wants me to go till 39 weeks and i am getting mad they shouldd deliver me at 36 weeks but there answer to my question was that we are gonna watch you closely . Wtf i was watched closely in my first pregnancy and that unthinkable still happened .

My baby was perfect .

i dont want to go to that week again . I am so lost and plz pray for me .i am one horrified mama

I want to ask ladies over here if you are been through this horrible tragedy like me .

When were you deliverd at your next baby .

I am so so sorry if you have been through this 💔💔💔💔