I didn’t realize how BAD he looked

Okay so before I get judgment on this keep in mind that I was an 18 year old girl and had no idea how to handle the situation at all. I have been with this man for 6 years now and the first two years of our relationship he was addicted to pills. I didn’t realize it at first, he hid it well. But then I found out and idk what I thought, I think I was in denial. By the time I found out I was so inlove with him that I couldn’t just walk away. He was definitely in denial about how bad it was. It was so bad that I would get off work and go see him and find him passed out sitting up looking like his head was just hanging off of his body and him drooling on himself, his skin would look blue or green. I thought he was overdosing one night and lost my mind. I almost called 911 but he decided to wake up. I was genuinely scared that I was going to walk in on his corpse one day. I would wake up dead out of my sleep to shake him and make sure he was alive. I was terrified and this ignited that fear so I freaked out and broke up with him. I got ahold of his friends and we did like an intervention, it was genuinely pleasant and easy surprisingly and he’s been clean for 4 years. I haven’t talked about this on this app because the last time I did, it wasn’t only 2 months and I posted about being proud of him and was shot down.

But I have been going through old photos and videos and he is glowing compared to what he used to look like while he was on pills. His skin has more color to it, and generally just looks healthier. His eyes aren’t sunk in, and he’s gained weight. He even sits and stands better. He has really pretty lips, and I didn’t see that in him at first because they were always white. I haven’t brought this up to him because “look how crappy you used to look.” Isn’t really nice but let me just acknowledge that he looks so much healthier and better and really handsome. He’s also a better person and I’m just proud of him. 4 whole years.

Edit: I am 23 and he is 26. I was 18 and he was 21