Dates

My husband wants to take me on a date but I just can’t get the confidence to struggle to try and find an outfit where I can feel even slightly okay in. I don’t want to try on 600 outfits and hate every single one and then want to cry the whole time I’m out because I don’t feel confident in what I’m wearing. I don’t want to struggle to find something not out of date in my closet. I don’t want to feel like crap because tight shirts make me feel suffocated and saggy but loose shirts make me look wider and bigger than I actually am. I just don’t want to feel bad about myself by having pressure to try and look nice. I hate that I feel this way. 😕