Rant Sorry

Rant.

I know you guys are going to eat me up in here but I cannot let this one go. I am only 3 months into ttc. I feel like everyone around me is getting pregnant. Those who aren’t trying, those who don’t even want the baby, and straight up some of my friends who don’t know what they’re doing.

Haven’t had a cycle since late Oct, meeting with my doctor in 2 hours. Got off depo early Oct had withdrawal bleed immediately and then a cycle at the end of Oct 2019. Nothing sense. December we didn’t really try but I had been having lower abdomen pain. Tested this morning and BFN. 🙂 Now just sitting here waiting for my appointment while I rant.

I know how long it takes an average couple, I know it happens when you don’t try, I know there’s others that have been trying longer. But I am over it and think i’m going to say bye to TTC, this clearly isn’t working for me.