No hate please I have enough of that on myself.

Currently on month 10 of TTC and month 10 of no pill and AF has shown her face once again 🙋‍♀️

But I just get to the point where I’ve wanted this for so long, and I can’t cope seeing or hearing anyone elses happy news anymore it genuinely hurts, and I hate myself that I feel this way but I always feel like why not me 😭 I’m 25 and should be healthy and it should be easy enough to conceive, I don’t know my point of posting here just to maybe get some hope or some feel of that I’m not alone in feeling like this and it’s something that you can get over or anything to help not feel like this.