So I’ve been with this guy for a year and a half and at first everything was okay until he started getting distant and i cheated on him with his nephew🌚. He is 8 years older than me and me and his nephew are the same age. I never had sex with the nephew or anything but we would just talk otp and hangout sometimes. After my ex found out it took him some time but he forgave me. We got back together but then i found out he cheated on me and then we broke up for going on about 7 months now. We kept playing the get back game talk to other people to make each other mad but he would always do and say unacceptable things to me and blame it on the fact that i was talking to his nephew. I talked to about 8 different guys when we broke up for those 7 months but it was never anything sexual we would just hangout whenever me and my ex weren’t speaking which was sometimes weeks at a time but i would only talk to the dudes on a friend level but my ex would tell me that I’m cheating on him. Even though we weren’t together we still talked constantly so he felt like me hanging out with someone else was cheating. Even though we’ve had some bad times we’ve also had plenty good and sometimes i feel like us being together is bad for my health but i love him so much i don’t want to let him go. I just wanna know what should i do and how do i get this person that i love so much out of my head?