idk what to do at this point

you know that moment when your boyfriend sees all of these considerably more pretty girls than you every single day and talk to such attractive girls and you don’t feel good enough and then you know once he realizes that you’re ugly he’s going to leave you for someone much prettier and now you want to close yourself off from everyone and every time he says he loves you it’s hard to believe but you also don’t want your insecurities to effect your relationship but you’ve also tried talking to him about this but he didn’t really seem to get it and sometimes it seems like he’s brushing your feelings off and you don’t know what to do so you go back into that weird complex you developed while you were with your abusive ex and you feel disgustingly guilty for feeling this way haha

- i don’t know if he’ll leave me maybe i’m just being stupid and overdramatized but damn this hurts.